HOW 'BOUT LUNCH?
He sat alone at a table for four, surrounded by noisy, smoking French
women. Their husky voices swirled and
melded into a cacophonous symphony of guttural barks and bleats, a barnyard of
confusing conversation. Aimlessly, he
picked up his fork with his left hand and sketched out anonymous forms on the
cottony white surface of his napkin as he watched a soft, white cloud drift
across the cerulean blue sky outside.
It was a
beautiful day, that perfect beautiful day that only ever seems to happen during
the first couple weeks of summer. The
air was warm and clear, yet invigorating.
The leaves in the trees were slowly unfurling and darkening, from the
fresh, light green of Spring into the richer hues of summer. The sun shone brightly in the sky above,
beaming down upon all creation.
“That looks nice,” he whispered to himself.
A woman
sitting at a nearby table turned and peered inquisitively at him. He smiled crookedly at her and she quickly
looked away.
"Good-bye,"
he breathed.
The door of
the restaurant opened with the merry jingling of bells and, with a deep,
expectant breath, he turned towards it.
There she was, standing there in the doorway, glowing in the backlight
of the mid-afternoon sun – an ethereal beauty.
She quickly scanned the room before stepping into the smoky room and
walking purposefully across to the table where he sat. All the men in the restaurant watched her
with desire. All the women watched her
with envy. Sitting at the small table
for four, he watched her with love. She
sat down across from him and smiled, a warm and innocent smile.
"You
have a gorgeous smile," he informed her.
"It makes me happy."
"Thank
you," she replied. "That is a
very nice thing for you to say."
Her smile widened, igniting the twinkle in her eyes. They were the same colour as the summer skies
outside, only cooler, deeper and richer.
A busy
waitress bustled over, scrawled their orders onto a tattered notepad and
disappeared as quickly as she had arrived.
He gazed
longingly across the table at his companion; she was beautiful, perhaps even
beauty defined. She was the stuff of
epic poems and angst-ridden ballads. She
was inspiration and inspired, the very definition of what the world should
be. With every effortless smile, her eyes
twinkled like summer stars. She was slim
(though she'd hate to be told so) and she had the uncanny ability to put
everyone around her at ease. Even the
people who did not know her best immediately felt soothed and comforted in her
presence. She had a boyfriend but that
didn't matter. Friends could love
couldn't they?
The
waitress returned and delivered their food; typical fast food that they ate
around mouthfuls of profound conversation.
The food was greasy, but to them it was divine, a feast of the finest
flavours and most sublime textures that no master-chef could hope to usurp
it. They ate slowly, a subconscious
attempt to prolong their time together.
Fries saturated with oil and big, juicy burgers; bite by bite it
disappeared.
Like all
things, however, their meal was not destined to last forever. The waitress ran over as soon as they were
done and delivered the bill. A busboy
trailed in her wake and was quick to clear away their dishes.
Rushed, he thought. They want us out of here.
He peered
across the table at her, suddenly feeling the weight of awkward uncertainty
looming over him. Oblivious to the
shadow, she peered back at him and smiled.
There was a degree of finality in the glance that passed between them, a
quiver in the faint static current.
There was something that he wanted to tell her. He’d be meaning to for longer than he cared
to admit but there always seemed to be a reason not to. Today was different though. Today he was going to tell her how he felt.
“You know,”
he began, “you look really real today.”
“Thank
you,” she replied. “So do you.”
“That’s not
actually what I wanted to say,” he stammered.
“It
isn’t?” She sounded sincerely confused,
as though what he had said made perfect sense to her.
“I, uh, I
guess what I meant to say,” he was fumbling, trying to find the right
words. He looked at the floor, hoping to
somehow find them down there, scattered about his feet. “I find this... hard to say, but I guess I
should just say it. I love you. I always have and I always will. And I know you already knew this but I just
wanted to say it. To make it real.”
He looked
up to see her reaction.
He looked
up and she was gone.
She had
disappeared in a moment that lasted no longer than the blink of an eye, the
shooting of a star, the beat of a lover's heart. His dream had faded in a swirl of mystery.
He looked
up and found himself alone.
EDITORIAL NOTE: This story inspired our latest short, now titled: MISSING. More to follow on that shortly.
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